15 Aug 2012

Being open and not caring so much about all the things around you - it gets boring but it's not bad.

Maybe being with this girl at school everyday makes me almost like her, personality-wise. That is bad.

Anyway.

At our last class awhile ago, I sat with my groupmates, with R. I used to be a little flattered knowing he's got this open-for-everyone-who-wants-to-know crush he had on me since we were in first year. I joke around him and ride along his hirits. Just yesterday, I was so haggard for first class and I was last-minute reviewing for a plating, and he went like "Uy, Faith, wag ka na mag-aral. Exempted ka na, eh." And I went like, "Sabi na eh!" Him: "Siyempre, pag maganda, exempted!" Hahaha, it's even more flattering knowing you're not worth a look at, but then this guy would say that.

2 sems ago (if I remember it right), we were outside a room, after an exam I think. And he started to chismis our classmate, "Crush ka nun eh! Pero ang baba daw ng boses mo." Me: "Ang pogi ah!" Him: "Pero sabi ko siyempre maganda ka!" Hahahaha. It's all childish/child-like but whatever.

Anyway, I'm writing about him because it wasn't until our last class awhile ago that I talked to him seriously. I felt his interest in knowing things about me and my family and all that. Haha I think it's really nice. :-) maybe, if he really tries, just maybe, I could give it a shot. I realized it's not bad to put yourself out there. After all, who cares about first impressions? Who cares about what others have to say?